Too Weird To Live,Too Rare To Die

hello. I'm Nicola. I'm 19. I'm a student. .

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You know how when you just really need a right good chat. Well right now is one of those times! Uni is definitely getting a lot harder this term and only a few weeks in I can feel it already. And as much as i am determined to get my degree I just question if i really have the motivation and determination and dedication to completing my course. I need to get a good degree. There is no point going to university for 4 years to come out at the end with a shit degree. It’s just basically going to end you back up where you started off. Especially in this ‘economic downturn’. Why can’t things ever be simple? 

Also, this research methods module at uni is just getting to me. Currently taking a break from reviewing literature about the riots in 2011. Its just so confusing and I do not like it at all! Maybe if we could actually decide on our own topics instead of being given topics that really don’t interest us that much or only do to a certain extent. Its not fair and makes me get distracted so easily. For example, right now. 

In other news, been completely biting my tongue about something that been getting to me for weeks now! Nobody is going to take someone i love for a fool. Anyways, words got said today and I am so glad! I hate confrontation but when it gets to this stage and someone is completely getting taken advantage of something has to be said! 

More literature reviewing and bed for me! Another gruelling week of uni ahead. The joys.