Too Weird To Live,Too Rare To Die

hello. I'm Nicola. I'm 19. I'm a student. .

I kind of can’t wait to get back to uni tbh! Need to get myself back into a routine and the modules for this trimester look pretty good! Uni is stressing me at the moment though. Need to choose my modules for my final degree title. This is a big decision because once its made i can’t go back and change it and this is going to effect the rest of my life. Always had my heart set on doing a joint degree in Psychology and Social Policy but now i don’t know if i’m swinging towards a single degree in just psychology. But that course is really really competitive to get in to and i know its a lot of work and i just don’t know if i’m cut out for it. Mehhhhh. I mean i know any degree is a lot of work but single psychology really is. Urgh decisions decisions! 

Need to do volunteering for this trimester in uni too. Applied for one already but i don’t really know if i’ll get it tbh, even though its a great opportunity and i’d love to do it! Need to apply for a few more but when i read over them i sort of feel too young in a way. I don’t know if that sounds weird, maybe its just me but yeh! 

I’ve had a nice weekend. Friday was my last exam in uni. Was completely choked full of the cold  and hadn’t been able to study at all for it. I actually wasn’t going to sit it but knew i would regret it so i just went in and done my best. Came home and had a Dominos and a nice wee night in to celebrate with Ross. Saturday i was up early for work, then came home and watched one of my all time favourite classic movies. Still don’t know how i managed to get Ross to agree to watch it. Totally not his kind of film. And today we went a nice long walk with Shaun and the dog. Discovered how stressful and exhausting a day out with a 5 year old and a dog can be! All in all it’s been a pretty good weekend even though we never got up to much. I’m so glad i found that i can enjoy myself without having to go out and get absolutely hammered every weekend. It’s good. I’m much more settled now. 

Now i’m relaxing in bed. As much as i love Ross and Shaun, it’s nice to have my bed all to myself again. Got a full week off before i’m back to uni. Wonder what i’ll get up too. Will probably head down to Ross’ either tomorrow night or Tuesday for a few days.